Friday, May 29, 2015

grad

the NIGHT we came for! 
So proud of my brother! He has worked so hard, and persevered through so much. Its hard not living closer to my family, but that doesn't change how much I love them all and miss them and I was just so thrilled to be able to be there on this important day for him. Congrats Jarrett! SO proud of you and your hard work!


 earlier that day we went to the awards ceremony where all there J's got amazing award for their hard work.

 including Valedictorian! 
 with his best friend and co-valedictorian.
all 7 J's together again! 
so glad I could be there to watch Jarrett graduate. 

Thursday, May 28, 2015

time in pdx





everything was moved over to the house...including the tractor. My kids loved going for tractor rides at the house...but now that gma and gpa live in a neighborhood...I wasnt sure this would even be an option....but they asked...so gpa made it happen. so fun!



more pictures from our time


 air hockey...this kid play SO much of it...and really loved it!

 happy kid!

 Jarrett and I. so proud of him!
 my grandparents. SO happy to get to spend time with them and have my kids get time with them. such a blessing!
 They were such a huge part of my childhood, I treasure the memories I have spending so much time with them. I am beyond lucky to have them. 



 This girls and her gma....so happy!

 time for a fire and some s'mores!
 yum!

backyard games
fun paying with aunt JayJay
gator rides with papa!
learning all about how the working windmill works. its the windmill form my parents house, relocated and put to work!










you would never know that after leaving my gparents house, emma threw up all over herself in the car, in the parking lot of the employee store. the rest of that day was spend on the couch at brown gma's watching movies. 

Saturday, May 23, 2015

suprise!

Surprise! The kids and I went flew to Portland to see Jarrett graduate! He has worked SO hard, and fought through so many challenging times and perserviered! I definitely didn't want to miss this very important event. I can't be home for everything, but this time it worked to be there, so we went!

We haven't been back to Portland since we left, about 14 months ago, so I wasn't really sure how it was all going to be. mixed emotions, and traveling with two kids alone, revisiting a place they miss very much. Deep breathes and lots of prayers that it was the right thing to do. I hoped they would get on the plane to come home without a huge fit, and I hoped they would be ok adjusting back to life in the Netherlands, after all that is where we live and we need to come back....it was so hard when we moved here to get settled, I did not want this to be a huge setback and have to deal with that all over again. I know its important for them to stay connected to their "home country" and see people that they haven't seen in a long time, especially my grandparents! anyway, so much anxiety, so much unknown, but so many more positive reasons to take them, rather than not...so we went.

on the plane ready to go!

 the kids rang the door bell...and gma was shocked!
 then they ran around the house to where gpa was mowing and surprised hime has well!

 then it was playtime


best surprise ever!
It was strange to go back home and go to to my parents new house, they moved front he house I grew up in just after we moved...I wasn't sure how being there was going to feel. It did feel different, but it felt ok. I wasn't sad like I thought I might be, I still felt like it was my family's house, just much smaller...but that was ok. I didn't even drive by the old house, kinda felt strange and there was enough going on....I couldn't deal with it upsetting me or the kids.

Sunday we went to Ethan's baptism. SO lucky to be in town to attend and get to spend time with the him and Greyson. It was s fun afternoon of great cousin time. Really special!









Monday we drove to Cannon beach (A requirement for me!)
Jolette and her family were in town, Jordan joined and gma, gpa, Jarrett and Jaylynn. How fun is that.

Em proclaimed it was one of the best days ever (the top being disneyland lol!) bold, fun statement. she certainly had a blast and loves her family and time with them more than anything.

 hard at work!

 me and my parents. so lucky to be their daughter

 gpa took the girls out to splash in the waves...heaven!
 me with my kiddos!



 pure bliss...watching these two. I don't remember my dad being into doing this when I was a child, but I am SO glad he was willing to do it with Em. She loves the water and this was truly a very special memory that I know she will be talking about for years and years to come. I can just imagine the next time we are at the beach she will say "remember when brown gpa and I went in the water, so far, that was so fun!"

my buddy! so awesome to get to spend so much time with this cutie and his sister. miss them SO much!

back in Portland for dinner and some fun times at gma and gpas